Sunday 30 September 2012

(16th September 2012) I did not climb the peak of Pen-y-fan…



… yet climbing even half way is an achievement for me. As I am someone who’s scared of climbing down even a steep staircase; climbing down a mountain has been until now like impossible to me.

We started climbing pen-y-fan from storey arms car park. 

  map at the Storey arms car park

After walking for about 10 minutes I turned back and then looked at the path ahead of me and was dead scared – “How am I going to climb down?” 

Ankit said I need not worry as he will be with me. But nothing would console me. I could have gone back then but Ankit wouldn’t leave me alone and I didn’t want to spoil his day.

  Ankit and me... thanks honey for being so supportive...

Every now and then I would stop and would have an opportunity to go back or wait somewhere until they come back. But I decided to continue; for
One – I did not have the courage to climb down alone AND 
Two – Ankit would not allow me to wait anywhere alone.

We planned we would walk till Corn Du and then decide whether we go till pen-y-fan or start climbing down as we had to leave for London at about 4.
 
we had come this far

Soon the weather started getting worse; and so did my fears. It was so foggy that we could not see anything beyond 10 meters. Then we reached a point where it was very windy and I gave up. My group agreed too that it’s not safe to go further as we did not have protective gears.


 we couldn't see anything beyond 10 meters

We thought we were close to Corn Du and may walk up till there. So Ankit went a bit further but then he came back because he could not see anything beyond 4-5 meters and weather was very bad up there.

So we started climbing down. Initially I was holding Ankit’s hand; but after sometimes I decided to try alone i.e. not holding his hand but he being a one hand distance away from me.  

And this way I climbed down Pen-y-fan - in a way alone and in a way holding Ankit's hand; but mostly with the support of Ankit, Vikas and Bonney.

Thanks Ankit, Vikas and Bonney for being with me. I feel a bit guilty that because of me, you guys couldn’t go further.

 Vikas, Ankit and Bonney having fun

 When we came down I posed for this victory-picture that I would cherish for my lifetime.

and that's me with my victory pose